Today is a Monday. Monday blues + depression = quintuple the sucky-ness. Nothing much today. School was alright I guess. Spent the first half of the morning being emo and trying not to cry in class. Although I kept telling them not to worry that I won't cry as my eyes are too tired to cry.(blood might come out instead of tears, kidding peeps) But then when it was recess, I was starting to feel better a little bit but not really. Just trying to put a brave front. . .Don't like to seem weak infront of friends. . . ok lets skip all the emo-ness. Then went to ptc to have English tuition with dearest Stephanie. After tuition, went to Loyang Point with Fel. But throughout the whole thing I was giving a sad front. I'm so sorry, but the whole day of trying to smile was making my heavy chubby cheeks feel tired.(as if.) Fel was trying to make me smile and everything but somehow I was just to upset. Yeah then came home feeling tired.( but not tired at all now. I think I'm gonna get insomnia soon.) Then talked to someone. We were on the same boat. I comforted him, he comforted me.( friends only please) All I can say is that after counselling him, I somehow felt better. But still somehow the same. I dont know but I think some thing must seriously wrong with me. Someone kill me please? Okok I shall not be so emo, or else I will go back to the old me.(the wrist slashing and excessive panadol eating me.) Which was of cos totally stupid. I admit I wanted to do all of them over the weekend but somehow I managed to restrain myself from doing so. Ok just wanna say thanks to all my friends for comforting me. LOVE YOU GUYS(GIRLS) TONNES!!!

Labels: emo

♥ J E N N Y.
Anastasia Jenny Lim_( Anastasia's my confirmation name
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ATTACHED SINGLE and LOVIN IT!

SINGING!!!
Playing the guitar
Japanese food :))
Rainy days
Laughing ^-^
Making OTHERS laugh :)))
Just being a dork and goof ball :))))
Reading ( Yes I actually read )
SHOPPING!!
Hanging out with love ones ;))

♥THAT Ed Hardy Jacket
♥My personal laptop
♥To start running again
♥Freedom
♥An LG Prada phone or Blackberry
♥Sequel 2
♥A canon camera
♥an electric guitar
♥Decorate my room
♥Accomplised my dreams :))))))

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